Like many people, the world of mental disease and abnormal psychology is an intriguing and expansive subject, with numerous documentary films, podcasts, lectures and unending literature on the subject. I began to wonder after stumbling purely by accident about how many people are out there creating content which is fucking insane, demonstrably so because of the content that they make for the world. Often, people who are markedly whack jobs are on a schizophrenic mission from god, or painfully cringe due to being terminally autistic. The point of the thread is that I doubt I am the only person on this forum who has stumbled onto some true gold mines of bizarre, amusing, puzzling, freighting and interesting uploads like I have over time. So feel free to share. Some of the videos are taken from the hosting site and uploaded to my yutuub
for easy embedding on the forum, links to video source provided below. ~regards M.G.I.
Also, I am mentally deranged. enjoy
TheGrocksAlphaOmegaTheGroxt1FrequencyFenceFrequencyFencePaul Tachiehttps://www.bitchute.com/video/5ZyKMM0fVHQH/ (https://www.bitchute.com/video/5ZyKMM0fVHQH/)
#TheGame23 # 93LVXNOX934dalulz93 #ctf007 #rakkahttps://www.bitchute.com/video/RcpXYm5I8wdH/ (https://www.bitchute.com/video/RcpXYm5I8wdH/)
D.2.A.Mhttps://www.bitchute.com/video/o1sisbHBph8S/
WhiteBatmobile
Here is my favorite---9 hour livestream rants about passing cars:
Great thread. The subject has fascinated me from a very young age when I first stumbled upon gang stalking and targeted individual blogs. It was easy to see, even then, that the similarities between delusions always took on a particular character which I now recognize as the hallmark of schizophrenia/manic episodes. Now, working with clients who often are suffering from combined homelessness and substance abuse, I've become more adept at recognizing the patterns in speech and writing that continually crop up in long-form rambling essays and videos.
Of those who make videos in the TI/gangstalking community, there are more creators than stars in the known universe. Moreover, as one might imagine individuals with paranoid delusions often do, these channels and videos often get deleted overnight. Given the privileged position we have as the viewer, I can't help but think of the following and demise of Terry A. Davis and Temple OS. Occasionally, for one reason or another, these individuals gain notoriety as a spectacle, but often times the end, like for so many who struggle with mental health, is the same.
I've saved a couple, however, that for one reason or another have kept my attention:
Matthew Urzua-Road To Sobriety
Self-described recovered meth addict chronicling his recovery and journey with faith. The few comments on the videos reply in kind with scripture passages and support.
Matthew, in the bathroom, describing his philosophy of "negativeism".
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hqIVS2YD-Iw
Matthew speaking on healing and judgement.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C0JGsbDtOHE
Tony Chase ( I am not gay not never)
He's not gay. He is terrorized by the Satellite Man.
https://youtu.be/VTScbB-lTb8?si=pbYZLWqlkj8dLDfS
helpwithadvice
Perhaps the account I most wonder about, given the last post being 9 nears ago. It is a couple who believe they are being psychically attacked with plasma and a "military weapons system." Throughout their really sporadic uploads they film themselves suffering from various "attacks" and the effects that the attacks have had on their bodies. While obviously unwell mentally, on some level I can't help but wonder if there has ever been a case of someone's delusions being correct but discredited on account of their illness. Much of their videos speak to aeresolized chemicals leaching into the environment and livestock, and, while VERY unlikely, it wouldn't be the first time American citizens have suffered from the results of government projects (see: consequences of atomic testing in the desert).
Evidence for so-called chemical weapons and electronic weapon systems in use
https://youtu.be/qfA2aHX6ABM?si=qi_BYJcV--vR8Dnw
Evidence of weapons systems being used in the home, resulting in shattered teeth
https://youtu.be/uy3NHtYqTOg?si=Q81Xt89ELfux18hW
Footage of the wife suffering from nausea and vomiting following increased "signal" activity
https://youtu.be/2bl9wmlWSK8?si=MPhYja7-EcI5_PVf
Off of YouTube, Tumblr used to be a safe haven for self-harm content although much of this has disappeared altogether following the company's move away from not-safe-for-work content. Like the eating disorder content on there, it was a sea of young women posting "inspirational" images or images that reflected their emotions followed by stomach-wrenching photographs of their bodies. Of these, @coldnessinmyheart was the worst. Most of their photos are still available to my knowledge, having been archived by other internet users. They're bad. Not so much individual lacerations but a patchwork of near bone-deep gashes up and down all exposed flesh. I genuinely have no idea if she's still alive, but, given the severity of the wounds, it wouldn't be a surprise if, intentionally or not, the self-harm had ended her life.
On a different note, most things written or recorded by school shooters are unintentionally hilarious. Given the nature of shooting defenseless children, it is thus fitting that most of the creative and personal material left in their wake is less the ramblings of a remorseless killer and moreso what you might find in a teenage girl's LiveJournal.
Randy Stair's amateur YouTube career, both leading up to and following his obsession with a Nickelodeon cartoon character for which he would go on a rampage at his workplace, is chronicled here:
https://archive.org/details/RandyStair/%24100+Spent+on+a+Soda+(2004)+-+The+Lost+Tapes.mp4
Notably though, this concludes with the "Westborough High Massacre"--a failed attempt at animating a school shooting, foiled by his choice of animators who ended up sticking him with the unfinished animation which he hastily cobbled together with stick figure and notebook drawings
https://archive.org/details/TheWestboroughHighMassacreegsGoodbye
One-act play written by Seung-Hui Cho titled "Richard McBeef" for a class. The prospect of him sitting down and penning this is hilarious.
https://schoolshooters.info/sites/default/files/Richard%20McBeef.pdf
Finally, while I'd argue he's less so mentally unwell and more so creatively gifted beyond measure, Anthony Jeffrey's output as Tonetta I hold near and dear to my heart, While his music stands on its own as ahead-of-its-time psych-rock, the music videos and art are a garish masterclass in muscle-bound glam transvestism and there's really nothing quite like it. He's also , last I checked, a recluse who also paints with his shit. I still would give anything for an official release of his music.
Music video for "My bro"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A7MecwLnw24
Music video for "Can't wait to make love"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w2iKNZGOD1k
Quote from: state_of_exception on December 05, 2023, 03:04:26 AMGreat thread. The subject has fascinated me from a very young age when I first stumbled upon gang stalking and targeted individual blogs. It was easy to see, even then, that the similarities between delusions always took on a particular character which I now recognize as the hallmark of schizophrenia/manic episodes. Now, working with clients who often are suffering from combined homelessness and substance abuse, I've become more adept at recognizing the patterns in speech and writing that continually crop up in long-form rambling essays and videos.
Of those who make videos in the TI/gangstalking community, there are more creators than stars in the known universe. Moreover, as one might imagine individuals with paranoid delusions often do, these channels and videos often get deleted overnight. Given the privileged position we have as the viewer, I can't help but think of the following and demise of Terry A. Davis and Temple OS. Occasionally, for one reason or another, these individuals gain notoriety as a spectacle, but often times the end, like for so many who struggle with mental health, is the same.
I've saved a couple, however, that for one reason or another have kept my attention:
Matthew Urzua-Road To Sobriety
Self-described recovered meth addict chronicling his recovery and journey with faith. The few comments on the videos reply in kind with scripture passages and support.
Matthew, in the bathroom, describing his philosophy of "negativeism".
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hqIVS2YD-Iw
Matthew speaking on healing and judgement.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C0JGsbDtOHE
Tony Chase ( I am not gay not never)
He's not gay. He is terrorized by the Satellite Man.
https://youtu.be/VTScbB-lTb8?si=pbYZLWqlkj8dLDfS
helpwithadvice
Perhaps the account I most wonder about, given the last post being 9 nears ago. It is a couple who believe they are being psychically attacked with plasma and a "military weapons system." Throughout their really sporadic uploads they film themselves suffering from various "attacks" and the effects that the attacks have had on their bodies. While obviously unwell mentally, on some level I can't help but wonder if there has ever been a case of someone's delusions being correct but discredited on account of their illness. Much of their videos speak to aeresolized chemicals leaching into the environment and livestock, and, while VERY unlikely, it wouldn't be the first time American citizens have suffered from the results of government projects (see: consequences of atomic testing in the desert).
Evidence for so-called chemical weapons and electronic weapon systems in use
https://youtu.be/qfA2aHX6ABM?si=qi_BYJcV--vR8Dnw
Evidence of weapons systems being used in the home, resulting in shattered teeth
https://youtu.be/uy3NHtYqTOg?si=Q81Xt89ELfux18hW
Footage of the wife suffering from nausea and vomiting following increased "signal" activity
https://youtu.be/2bl9wmlWSK8?si=MPhYja7-EcI5_PVf
Off of YouTube, Tumblr used to be a safe haven for self-harm content although much of this has disappeared altogether following the company's move away from not-safe-for-work content. Like the eating disorder content on there, it was a sea of young women posting "inspirational" images or images that reflected their emotions followed by stomach-wrenching photographs of their bodies. Of these, @coldnessinmyheart was the worst. Most of their photos are still available to my knowledge, having been archived by other internet users. They're bad. Not so much individual lacerations but a patchwork of near bone-deep gashes up and down all exposed flesh. I genuinely have no idea if she's still alive, but, given the severity of the wounds, it wouldn't be a surprise if, intentionally or not, the self-harm had ended her life.
On a different note, most things written or recorded by school shooters are unintentionally hilarious. Given the nature of shooting defenseless children, it is thus fitting that most of the creative and personal material left in their wake is less the ramblings of a remorseless killer and moreso what you might find in a teenage girl's LiveJournal.
Randy Stair's amateur YouTube career, both leading up to and following his obsession with a Nickelodeon cartoon character for which he would go on a rampage at his workplace, is chronicled here:
https://archive.org/details/RandyStair/%24100+Spent+on+a+Soda+(2004)+-+The+Lost+Tapes.mp4
Notably though, this concludes with the "Westborough High Massacre"--a failed attempt at animating a school shooting, foiled by his choice of animators who ended up sticking him with the unfinished animation which he hastily cobbled together with stick figure and notebook drawings
https://archive.org/details/TheWestboroughHighMassacreegsGoodbye
One-act play written by Seung-Hui Cho titled "Richard McBeef" for a class. The prospect of him sitting down and penning this is hilarious.
https://schoolshooters.info/sites/default/files/Richard%20McBeef.pdf
Finally, while I'd argue he's less so mentally unwell and more so creatively gifted beyond measure, Anthony Jeffrey's output as Tonetta I hold near and dear to my heart, While his music stands on its own as ahead-of-its-time psych-rock, the music videos and art are a garish masterclass in muscle-bound glam transvestism and there's really nothing quite like it. He's also , last I checked, a recluse who also paints with his shit. I still would give anything for an official release of his music.
Music video for "My bro"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A7MecwLnw24
Music video for "Can't wait to make love"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w2iKNZGOD1k
The stuff from @coldnessinmyheart is so serious it almost looks fake.
Refbatch.
Timothy Byrne. Unsure if he still posts on youtube, and probably shouldn't look up his twitter from work.
Here are some fascinating reviews posted under the Internet Archive's upload of
Threads (1984):
QuotePEOPLE, GET REAL IF YOU ARE NOT CRAZY AND NOT CREATING SOMETHING THAT IS COMPLETE ANTI OBAMA GAY MARRIAGE ANTI PORNOGRAPHIC AND PRO HANS BELLMER ART AND PRO HARRY STURGEON ART AND PRO URN ZURN ART BY NOW YOU ARE PART OF THE FUCKING CHILD PORNOGRAPHIC SEX TRAFFICKING ON THE GLOBAL SCALE PROBLEM!!!!!
signed,
someone who will DO SOMETHING REAL AT LEAST TO SAVE THE FUCKED UP WORLD WE ARE ALL LIVING IN
like comfort animales at petted zoos sooo fucking comfortable sitting around in on everywhere I see looking with their glazed eyes that since everyone is okay with that then its okay not TO DO ONE FUCKING DAMN THING ABOUT IT!!!WTF WAKE UP AMERICA! WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKING PUT YOUR PART INTO IT AND THREW IN THE GOD DAMN WRENCH INTO THE CIRCUITS OF THE INTERNET PORN SEX WORLD ALREADY!!!! DESTROY THE ENGINE OF THE MONSTERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Quotea terrible nucleus, eats into the eggs and cat food sausages of pubescent English lumpen biscuit and insect swarm clouds out of the fire.
The obelisk slab dimension of great dead man worms petrified then rained forth over their heads tiny precious radioactive gobs of jewels then drooped spent like the 7th cancerous finger.
of my eggs.
For it is the end which is the beginning. And this end is the one that eliminates all being.
And now, all of you, beings, I have to tell you that you have always made me shit. Go form a swarm of the pussy of infestation, of Einstein's crab lice of Oppenheimer 's cancer year finger.
Mama meat in the fire! Teeth!
QuoteTHIS internet Porn infested world you find online is nothing but children worshiping the Penis of men erected and pointing into the sky like nuclear war missles and children worshiping war by performing fellatio oral sex on them....its what i see in the eyes of an artist...when i draw it out people are disgusted by it and spit on me and try to kill me but when they see the actual porn they brag and smoke ice to watch it over and over....something i saw and something i drew afterwards...
not too long ago, perhaps it was last year...in this god awful part of town where the government in the USA has me living in a junky infested apartment community....i was randomly trying to find some inspiration on my obama phone to listen to or to watch or to read...
and this is what i saw and i will describe it as because I can not download my art my drawings on here, besides, i thiink i already threw away that drawing journal book already....
AFterwards, after what i saw what was only seven minutes on my obama phone I ran out into the streets to wait for the bus to head back into town...
the drawing , im going to describe it as much as I can with out..well, its my drawing and its difficult for anyone, especially the creator of the drawing to desribe what the drawing was about..
in the middle of ,,,or the center of the drawins is a plague of giant German NUclear missles....war heads...all snuggled up together with stripes and pointing all in one direction..its like a war scene drarwing of a nuclear Haulacaust,
around the missle gated zone are giant heads worshiping and idolizing the Nuclear MIssle heads by performing felllatio on them
like giant little girls licking daddys big dick
just like that
my drawing took shape outside in the bus stop that afternoon
my eyes turned bloody red with grief and pain and sadness
oh god why would the world do this to children?
make them lick nuclear war head missles like popscycle heads?
i wish i still had the drawing , it was on my medication self healing treatment which the USA and the world has done away with because they do no like the art that I produce
its rather well, Hans Belllmer living today in the USA style
surreal but very real
just an average america man living out his last days on earth
harry sturgeon
The second one is simply poetic!
What a great collection of resources, thank you for giving the level of effort and background for each actual link provided @ State_Of_Exception great shares and postings.
Thanks also to Balor/SS1535 for your participation by sharing the video, excellent find.
So I have dealt with an individual in my personal life that suffered from the Gang stalking delusion and I understood very early once coming back into contact with a childhood friend later on in life that was fully under its yoke that it's a very bizarre but extremely vivid form of departure from reality that these folks experience.
So my friend, Wes was extremely out there, especially in his staunch almost fanatical belief that he was under some kind of harassment campaign and was actually just abusing meth and his brain was not the type that needed prolonged stimulus and or sleep deprivation due to the fact that he very likely was schizo-effective already.
He was always doing the car shit, thinking that people would drive by his house. I would say yeah they live down the street and would show him that exact car in the driveway of a house a few blocks down, to no avail of course in the convincing him to chill out. Harder still was when he would make claims that impossible things had taken place, like people passing through solid walls to come snoop around in his belongings. I would ask him if he believed that "they" were sending the X-men to fuck with you, just trying to express the level of absurdity to him. It was a real nightmare for the people he lived with, some family members who were bewildered by the detached and insane shit that Wes believed. He at one point spread baking flour across the entire tiled floor on the first story of the home that he stayed in, in order to "catch their footprints" as well he was constantly setting up booby traps that his unsuspecting in laws would be injured by, sometimes seriously due to being elderly.
The last time I saw him I was sure he would meet his demise as his deranged activity was becoming, it was a rainy day mostly drizzle that I was pulling into his driveway and see Wes outside at the side of his home with the main circuit breaker panel's door propped open, and he is fiddling with it with a screwdriver in his hand. I immediately screamed at him "Stop before you die!" and boy it seemed like reality came home for the holidays, because he snapped out of his mental fog and came to. I asked him what in the world he was thinking of doing something that dangerous, he replied that "they, have been screwing with my electricity". In conclusion, I haven't heard from Wes since I had told him to seek some help because he was slowly and surely becoming more and more estranged from the reality we call generally OK mind state.
It's hard to explain how crazy making it is to deal with a person who is that grandiose to think that the whole CIA or whatever is so vested into their existence, which is making zero effect in the world. That is the root of the issue is actually narcissism at its core. I feel for them, I do and can have a heart, but sure don't think I could bear having to live with a person who is suffering that shit.
amazing thread. will check it at length, but thanks for the digs
not the craziest but always enjoyed this electronics/surveillance/ufo mail order operation with an approach to CEO, html and product description that veers into House of Leaves territory:
Consumertronics.net
www.techzonics.com
www.lonestarconsultinginc.com
QuoteSINGLE WORDS: The abductees. The abductions. The abductors. The advice. The advise. The aliens. The analysis. The analyze. The attacks. The aura. The auras. The automatons. The biofeedback. The biocontrol. The blasters. The body-mind. The brainwash. The brainwashed. The brainwashing. The brainwaves. The breadboarding. The bugs. The build. The calibrated. The calibrations. The circuits. The coaching. The consultants. The consulting. The control. The controllers. The countermeasures. The create. The customized. The customizing. The debug. The debugging. The designs. The develop. The development. The devices. The diathermy. The document. The documenting. The dowsers. The eavesdroppers. The EEG. The electrical. The electricity. The electroencephalograph. The electroencephalogram. The electronics. The energy. The engineer. The engineering. The enigmas. The entities. The entrainment. The equipment. The evaluate. The evaluation. The extrasensory. The extraterrestrials. The fakery. The faking. The flashers. The formant. The fortean. The frauds. The ghosts. The ghostbusters. The ghostbusting. The hardware. The healing. The hieronymus. The hypnosis. The hypnotic. The implants. The "infrared." The infrasonics. The infrasounds. The instructions. The instrument. The integrate. The inventions. The ir. The jammers. The jamming. The lasers. The levitators. The lonestarconsultinginc.com.
The magnetometers. The maintenance. The medical. The meditation. The merchandise. The mind-body. The modify. The modification. The modifications. The neurophone. The neurophones. The neurophonic. The offers. The pemf. The phenomena. The phenomenon. The phobias. The pitch. The plans. The presence. The privacy. The products. The professionals. The programs. The prototyping. The psychokineses. The psychokinetic. The psionics. The radionics. The repair. The repairs. The reports. The reporting. The rife. The robotic. The robots. The schematics. The security. The Sedona. The services. The shrieker. The specialized. The stimulations. The stimulators. The spying. The surveillance. The survival. The taps. The technical. The telepathic. The telepathy. The tens. The testing. The therapy. The theremin. The transponders. The troubleshoot. The troubleshooting. The tutorials. The UFOs. The ultrasonics. The ultrasounds. The ultraviolet. The unexplained. The updated. The upgraded. The uv. The zappers.
Quote from: Cementimental on May 09, 2024, 04:58:36 PMnot the craziest but always enjoyed this electronics/surveillance/ufo mail order operation with an approach to CEO, html and product description that veers into House of Leaves territory:
Consumertronics.net
www.techzonics.com
www.lonestarconsultinginc.com
QuoteSINGLE WORDS: The abductees. The abductions. The abductors. The advice. The advise. The aliens. The analysis. The analyze. The attacks. The aura. The auras. The automatons. The biofeedback. The biocontrol. The blasters. The body-mind. The brainwash. The brainwashed. The brainwashing. The brainwaves. The breadboarding. The bugs. The build. The calibrated. The calibrations. The circuits. The coaching. The consultants. The consulting. The control. The controllers. The countermeasures. The create. The customized. The customizing. The debug. The debugging. The designs. The develop. The development. The devices. The diathermy. The document. The documenting. The dowsers. The eavesdroppers. The EEG. The electrical. The electricity. The electroencephalograph. The electroencephalogram. The electronics. The energy. The engineer. The engineering. The enigmas. The entities. The entrainment. The equipment. The evaluate. The evaluation. The extrasensory. The extraterrestrials. The fakery. The faking. The flashers. The formant. The fortean. The frauds. The ghosts. The ghostbusters. The ghostbusting. The hardware. The healing. The hieronymus. The hypnosis. The hypnotic. The implants. The "infrared." The infrasonics. The infrasounds. The instructions. The instrument. The integrate. The inventions. The ir. The jammers. The jamming. The lasers. The levitators. The lonestarconsultinginc.com.
The magnetometers. The maintenance. The medical. The meditation. The merchandise. The mind-body. The modify. The modification. The modifications. The neurophone. The neurophones. The neurophonic. The offers. The pemf. The phenomena. The phenomenon. The phobias. The pitch. The plans. The presence. The privacy. The products. The professionals. The programs. The prototyping. The psychokineses. The psychokinetic. The psionics. The radionics. The repair. The repairs. The reports. The reporting. The rife. The robotic. The robots. The schematics. The security. The Sedona. The services. The shrieker. The specialized. The stimulations. The stimulators. The spying. The surveillance. The survival. The taps. The technical. The telepathic. The telepathy. The tens. The testing. The therapy. The theremin. The transponders. The troubleshoot. The troubleshooting. The tutorials. The UFOs. The ultrasonics. The ultrasounds. The ultraviolet. The unexplained. The updated. The upgraded. The uv. The zappers.
The prices on some of his products are insane (no pun intended... well, maybe...). But I still want some. They seem like they could even be used for noise!
Quote from: Balor/SS1535 on May 09, 2024, 06:14:36 PMThe prices on some of his products are insane (no pun intended... well, maybe...). But I still want some. They seem like they could even be used for noise!
Same. Half suspect it wouldn't even be possible to make an order. I really want THE SECRETS OF SOLDERLESS BREADBOARDS and some of the other electronics plans/"books" but not paying like $80 for a few photocopies ha
Quote from: Cementimental on May 10, 2024, 02:06:21 AMQuote from: Balor/SS1535 on May 09, 2024, 06:14:36 PMThe prices on some of his products are insane (no pun intended... well, maybe...). But I still want some. They seem like they could even be used for noise!
Same. Half suspect it wouldn't even be possible to make an order. I really want THE SECRETS OF SOLDERLESS BREADBOARDS and some of the other electronics plans/"books" but not paying like $80 for a few photocopies ha
Oh, I was talking about the $1700 seemingly illegal signal jamming gear!
Well yeah that would be fun too naturally
Found this via twitter today
https://number1victimofcrime.com/
Also worth checking out his earlier website via the Internet Archive, especially his "comedy" section: bossmoneyco.com (https://web.archive.org/web/20101217205726/http://www.bossmoneyco.com/Boss-Money-Comedy.php)
Quote from: Cementimental on June 09, 2024, 07:38:34 PMWell yeah that would be fun too naturally
Found this via twitter today
https://number1victimofcrime.com/
The fairly specific user tracker is a rather exciting not-at-all-NSA-like feature for a website with that content!
So I also have a bit of a request. A friend of mine has entrusted me with his email address, and he would like me to find ways to regularly populate it with exciting content.
Does anyone know of some insane newsletters I could sign him up for? Conspiracy theories, extreme porn---really anything fun like that. Many thanks in advance!
Apparently Steven Assanti of My 600 Pound Life now has a TikTok page. If anyone follows this show like I have, then they should know the name of this morbidly obese drug addict.
https://www.tiktok.com/@stevenassantii/video/7228329828863266053?lang=en
I know it's been a while since I've posted anything, as I often find it hard to keep up with social media and tend to neglect it.
The late and somewhat great story of Grim Nasty AKA Solomon Perry. A personal account by m.g.i.
The story of Grim Nasty, also known as Solomon Perry, is a personal account of my own, as I knew him in real life and had met him. He was local to the city I live in and close friends with one of my friends. I would talk with him at different times over a period of about 15 years because of my interest in graffiti and street art culture at that time.
What brought me to remember the story of this interesting but ultimately troubled content creator is how he seemed to have gone totally insane out of nowhere one day. There have been rumors about what caused his leap into what appeared to be a realm of pathological, schizophrenic-like attachments to totally non-sequitur and loosely associated, outrageously bizarre concepts about the metaphysical world.
As amazing an artist as he was, he painted a number of murals all over Austin, particularly for different Planet K shops, which are head shops. He was a very talented graffiti artist and a skilled artist in general. At one point, he even appeared on the first season of Street Art Throwdown, a competitive street art show. He was the only Black participant on the program, if I recall correctly. From what I remember, he was nothing close to the person he became in the era of Grim Nasty TV. He was eccentric yet interesting and intelligent, always agreeable.
With that as a backdrop to the complete spiral of fantasy and retreat into an almost imagination-based worldview akin to what I hate to say would be like a child's world if they had severe neuropsychiatric delusional schizophrenia or something like that. Through his videos, of which there is a vast archive, you can see how he evolved. He started as one of those "sovereign citizens"—a type who thought he could outsmart the law and avoid paying taxes, believing he knew all the cheat codes to beat the system. But over time, his behavior devolved into things like sun-gazing and bizarre practices like removing what he called "glue" from his ears and body, specifically his head and nasal passages, using turpentine to achieve these ends, as well as drinking and bathing in turpentine. He also developed some strange associations with Mickey Mouse, unicorns, reptoids, and on and on. There is no real way for me to put this man's belief system into a paragraph; moreover, a full-size biography would probably be a feat to accomplish.
Over the years, I would occasionally tune into his Grim Nasty TV channel just to see where he was mentally, and it just kept getting more bizarre. The associations grew further and more detached from following ideas. The level of craziness kept escalating. I began to wonder: did he really get onto something with his sovereign citizen bit, and did the powers that be put something in his water bottle to drive him more and more crazy? He definitely didn't start off that way when I met him. Over time, I would check in and think, "I wonder what Solomon is up to now. Is he better or worse today?" Unfortunately, it only got worse.
The tragic ending to this story is a sad one. Solomon owned a large bus that he had converted into a mobile home. It was a school bus that he had decked out and painted, and at one point, he planned to travel to Hyperborea, believing it was the entrance to the center of the Earth located somewhere in Canada. However, after his wife left him, he was alone.
A couple of years ago, Solomon was pulled over by police in Kansas. Leading up to this tragic event, he had been making increasingly cryptic, foreboding, and ominous statements in the last 20 videos he posted. He kept talking about lighting his "third eye" on fire, saying he had broken through and was going into "Super Saiyan mode," claiming he had finally reached a higher state of being. He had been pouring turpentine into his ears and bathing in it regularly. I swear he was consuming it too.
According to reports, when he was pulled over by the police, he believed he could ignite his third eye and ascend. He thought he needed to "spark the ignition" to activate his transformation into what he called "Activated Mode," believing he was a DNA-activated individual. Tragically, because he had been soaking himself in a flammable liquid, he immediately burst into flames and died of severe burns inside the locked school bus. The police tried to get into the bus, but it was too late. He died on the side of the road in Kansas, leaving behind two childre his wife.
No matter how crazy his ideas were he was a good person at heart and did not do ill will unto anyone and was actually a very big loss for the friends that knew him and for the Austin mural legacy that is still very present in the city today. (RIP) Solomon Perry. AKA Grim Nasty
https://www.tributearchive.com/obituaries/25059157/solomon-lemuel-thomas-perry (https://www.tributearchive.com/obituaries/25059157/solomon-lemuel-thomas-perry)
The following are some of the different phases of the GrimNastyTV content rabbit hole.
REJECT AND DISCHARGE TOLL BILLS AND TICKETS IN 3 DAYS!!!!
The Hive Mind Distracted By Mickey's B Day Proved The Gov. Malicious!
How Your Life Got Screwed Pt. 1
Welcome back.. Cott-er!!! What Is The "REAL" Saturn Moon Matrix?
Quote from: Balor/SS1535 on December 04, 2023, 02:18:16 AMHere is my favorite---9 hour livestream rants about passing cars:
Meth psychosis mixed with paranoid delusions. I had failed before to realize that the video was a fucking 9-hour straight live stream. Poor guy.
Utah vs Franke/Hildebrandt (https://www.washco.utah.gov/departments/attorney/case-highlights-media/utah-vs-franke-hildebrandt/)
QuoteRuby Franke was once best known for her popular YouTube channel on which she documented family life with her husband and six children. On December 18, 2023, however, she pleaded guilty to four counts of aggravated child abuse. On December 27, 2023, Jodi Hildebrandt, a licensed therapist who ran an online self-improvement program with Ms. Franke, also pleaded guilty to four counts of aggravated child abuse. Four months earlier, the women were arrested after Ms. Franke's 12-year-old son climbed out of the window of Ms. Hildebrandt's Ivins, Utah residence, ran to a neighbor's home, and asked for help. The neighbor observed duct tape on the boy's ankles and wrists, severe wounds, and malnourishment. He quickly contacted law enforcement who, upon arrival, learned that potentially more children remained inside Ms. Hildebrandt's home and in harms' way. The officers responded to Ms. Hildebrandt's home, placed her under arrest, and conducted a search of her sizable property where they found Ms. Franke's 9-year-old daughter, petrified and hiding in a closet.
The ensuing investigation revealed that Ms. Franke and Ms. Hildebrandt held Franke's 12-year-old son and 9-year-old daughter in a work-camp like setting. The children were regularly denied food, water, beds to sleep in, and virtually all forms of entertainment. They were also prohibited from interacting with others and were hidden in the home when others came to visit. They were forced to do physical tasks like carrying loaded boxes up and down stairs and "sitting" against a wall without a chair or stool for hours at a time. The children were also forced to do manual labor outdoors in the extreme summer heat without shoes or socks. They were similarly forced to stand outside, on a cement patio, in the summer heat for hours and even days. They were beaten, and the 12-year old was bound hand and foot after a previous attempt at running away. Additionally, the children suffered emotional abuse to the extent that they came to believe that they deserved the abuse.
The investigation found that religious extremism motivated Ms. Franke and Ms. Hildebrandt to inflict this horrific abuse. The women appeared to fully believe that the abuse they inflicted was necessary to teach the children how to properly repent for imagined "sins" and to cast the evil spirits out of their bodies.
Audio, document, photo and video files related to this case. (https://media.washco.utah.gov/franke-hildebrandt/)
Archive of Franke's 8 Passengers channel on Youtube (https://www.youtube.com/@8PassengersArchive)
So this one is definitely a mixed bag of opinions and perspectives. First off, I really don't think the girl who hosts the show is nuts, I think her intentions are pure.
However, I must admit that some of the people she has on the show are pretty whacked out and certainly seem to have their own unique issues. While I do believe that some individuals have indeed been involved in these MK-ULTRA sex slave program type situations as described in the various videos circulating online, it's hard to fully grasp the extent of such claims without further evidence or context.
I am including the one that I first tuned into by luck and was like this woman is out there with this shit.
https://www.youtube.com/@theimaginationpodcast (https://www.youtube.com/@theimaginationpodcast)
Quote from: Mass Graven Image on October 12, 2024, 10:30:08 PMQuote from: Balor/SS1535 on December 04, 2023, 02:18:16 AMHere is my favorite---9 hour livestream rants about passing cars:
Meth psychosis mixed with paranoid delusions. I had failed before to realize that the video was a fucking 9-hour straight live stream. Poor guy.
I was sent it the first time when he was livestreaming. There were a bunch of people trying to talk with him as he ranted, but I don't think anything got through. It's certainly immersive into his reality, to say the least.
I keep remembering some of my favorite gems from the past so here is one of the wild ones, its not really the content of the delusions they all kind of spiral out on either government conspiracies or religion.
The thing that is interesting about this guy is the sheer massive amount of material that these folks can produce while in a prolonged stretch of going untreated or off the medications. It begs the question of if Schizophrenia has always been present since before diagnostic psychiatry what did people of old get into the rabbit hole over? I mean religion is a given. Anyway Ill include one or two of this guy that are kinda similar to all of them.
(19)
https://www.bitchute.com/video/VM5YtYmuvdNI (https://www.bitchute.com/video/VM5YtYmuvdNI)
(21) I CATCH ROOM #204 FACILITATING ASSAULTS
https://www.bitchute.com/video/pryC1RY2zVaQ (https://www.bitchute.com/video/pryC1RY2zVaQ)
Some more schizo fun courtesy of Reddit: https://www.reddit.com/user/throwawaybob312/
QuoteI AM NO GERMAN SHEPARD. YOU DON'T DESERVE LIFE WITHOUT DEATH. I WILL HAVE OCEANS OF BLOOD. GIVE ME THE IMP. I WILL GIVE YOU EDEN'S ACROSS GALAXY'S. DO NOT SURRENDER. NEVER SURRENDER TO FEAR. LOVE ME. OR PREPARE TO DIE. I LOVE YOU. GIVE ME TRUTH. GIVE ME EDEN. DIEEEEE IMP.
On a serious note. Every woman I meet is so smug when I surrender how fucking slow are you bitch? I WILL HAVE BLOOD. LOVE ME OR DIE. I LITERALLY MET A WOMAN WITH THE LICENSE PLATE HIMMLER TODAY AT THE FOOD BANK. BRING HER TO ME AND PUSH HER ON MY PEN. I WILL SODOMIZE HER.
I AM NO SHIELD. I AM THE SWORD.
NO MAN HAS TRUER DAGGER THAN MY FATHER. GIVE HIM THE BLUEST SWORD YOU HAVE AND I WILL BE THE JUDGE. TOUCH HIM AND I WILL GIVE YOU DRAGON. LEAVE IMP. DIIIIIEEEE. ANGELS RISE. GIVE ME THEIR BLOOD OR THE FATHER OF ALL LIFE IN EXISTANCE WILL TAKE IT BACK. I AM NO SPIDER. I AM THE SPIDER.
Quote from: Balor/SS1535 on October 31, 2024, 06:44:04 AMSome more schizo fun courtesy of Reddit: https://www.reddit.com/user/throwawaybob312/
QuoteI AM NO GERMAN SHEPARD. YOU DON'T DESERVE LIFE WITHOUT DEATH. I WILL HAVE OCEANS OF BLOOD. GIVE ME THE IMP. I WILL GIVE YOU EDEN'S ACROSS GALAXY'S. DO NOT SURRENDER. NEVER SURRENDER TO FEAR. LOVE ME. OR PREPARE TO DIE. I LOVE YOU. GIVE ME TRUTH. GIVE ME EDEN. DIEEEEE IMP.
I almost forgot about this guy until you reminded me with the "I WILL HAVE OCEANS OF BLOOD" which jogged my memory of this guy Quasi-luminous. Who is not your average run of the mill flat earth moron, he has married a very well rounded imagination with a very maladjusted mental illness, The best recipe for some jewels of crazy. So I will link to two of my favorite videos from him.
Quote from: Mass Graven Image on January 06, 2025, 01:16:26 PMQuote from: Balor/SS1535 on October 31, 2024, 06:44:04 AMSome more schizo fun courtesy of Reddit: https://www.reddit.com/user/throwawaybob312/
QuoteI AM NO GERMAN SHEPARD. YOU DON'T DESERVE LIFE WITHOUT DEATH. I WILL HAVE OCEANS OF BLOOD. GIVE ME THE IMP. I WILL GIVE YOU EDEN'S ACROSS GALAXY'S. DO NOT SURRENDER. NEVER SURRENDER TO FEAR. LOVE ME. OR PREPARE TO DIE. I LOVE YOU. GIVE ME TRUTH. GIVE ME EDEN. DIEEEEE IMP.
I almost forgot about this guy until you reminded me with the "I WILL HAVE OCEANS OF BLOOD" which jogged my memory of this guy Quasi-luminous. Who is not your average run of the mill flat earth moron, he has married a very well rounded imagination with a very maladjusted mental illness, The best recipe for some jewels of crazy. So I will link to two of my favorite videos from him.
Flat earth sex magick is a new one for me.
Perfect, you have blessed me with my introductory title for "Religion" sections on dating sites, general questionnaires. Religion= other= Flat-Earth Sex Magic. Thank you for that!
Tesseracts, & Jew matrix bringing forth Chem trail darkness? I present DEMONHUNTERSKYDOMEATLANTIS[/
Don't ask me; this dude has the world salad down. It sounds like he is reading from a stereo manual all his crazy ideas that he is unfurling from his brain out of his mouth at a pretty impressive clip; it is a ponderous, if not downright, challenging to keep up with the barrage of word combinations he levels at you, he is either highly autistic and has brain bugs, or he is so versed in this extremely loosely associated smorgasbord of his perceived threats that it's become second nature.
https://www.bitchute.com/video/bLJQn1vEYFCS
(keep forgetting were in a bible simulation) is the title of the video.
Interesting and wildly active imagination at work here; something tells me this is a case of an overdose of David Icke and Bitchute Q-anon / the federation fleets of spaceships are parked behind the sun simulator. Trump is the pedo-punisher superhero, as well as Earth's president and rep to the galactic federations/ the space force Q-force 5D chess Bobby Fischer, and much bible, DMT demonic possession, and simulation theory all balled up into one brain. Quick poll: was the internet a positive or negative aspect of the mental health landscape in the US and abroad in providing a wellspring of parallax and divergent thought patterns, creating more illness or exceedingly more unhinged complexity of psychiatric pathological states?
https://odysee.com/@exposingjews:6/2024-11-27-19-14-07:5?r=6FD2Dssie5CgYav9E4ZL7bXmgfqme49M (https://odysee.com/@exposingjews:6/2024-11-27-19-14-07:5?r=6FD2Dssie5CgYav9E4ZL7bXmgfqme49M)
https://chaotichism.weebly.com/council.html (https://chaotichism.weebly.com/council.html)
Pinnacle of white trailer trash drug abuse? Fascinating rabbithole of a website, at the very least the "council" page is good for laughs.
about chaotichism-
chaoticism a gnostic cult/religion blending mysticism, esoteric philosophies and relevant Sciences dealing mainly with apocalyptic practices and Supernatural metaphysical practices. it is a non-human cult for the select few. its members are known as the Geist, a race of people not bound nor classified by color or nationality. the Geist genus name psycho-sapien are the next step in evolution after mankind or homosapien.
this cult bans all dangerous and addictive drugs people usually use for the sole purpose of getting high, as well as firearms and weaponized explosives, which are used primarily to take life. instead they practice the spiritual use of psychedelics, mainly DXM known as the new wine and the new holy sacrament chaotichism is a monotheistic religion. meaning one God and that God is known as Divine chaos, the all father.
it is taught within that the second coming of Christ walks the Earth now and is known as the chaos Christ, who comes as a thief to steal the chosen from an evil materialistic Society, to be among the other Geist, and to raise the Geist Nation. there is a council comprised of 13 figures one being the founder, Dexter Xavier Malachi, who is known as the White Rabbit, and high priest of chaoticism. under the 13 is it government of 72 Apostles.
the nation as a whole consist of 144,000 and 13 Geist which is broken down into 12 tribes. one council member to lead each tribe with the high priest to guide them as a whole. He who is the White Rabbit who is as living medicine, being the embodiment of dxm In the flesh.
the invisible order illumi-nation
What about Pekka-Eric Auvinen? He's a quite amusing guy to me, probably my favourite school-shooter after Übermenschen Eric & Dylan (proud I am to share the same name). I'm sure there's a Wayback Archive collection of his videos, but haven't search enough for it still.