Quote from: AMRadioWaveMessage on March 19, 2016, 01:42:15 AM
Didn't I read that you're into Scat fetishes?
I'm not surprised in the least you'd meet someone like that on whatever 'Dating' site you're perusing. hahahaha
I don't put that on my dating profile! LOL! I may be a freak, but I'm a controlled freak. I compose myself as a normal human being, I want to blend in. Unfortunately, this person did blend in until I met them, they didn't appear weird on their profile or in the text messages before hand. I may still come off as a bit bizarre from my profile, I do that on purpose though so people who get me can identify. I still don't push it past ironic edgy jokes, at least I'm not straight up faking it like the degenerate I met up with. No, I want a freak for sure, someone deviant but someone who's not fucking psycho, and SMART! Someone nice and not dangerous who can hide their freakish side.
This was also an attempt to start a band. The person wasn't really into the same type of music as me. 50s and 60s oldies rock blues jazz and swing music. I didn't really ask them before hand what music they were into, because I didn't really care to be honest. I just wanted to get some experience playing music with people, and see if this person would be interesting at all to play music with when I met up with them, and judge from there. Their profile made them out to be a perfectly unassuming and respectable person. So that's how this whole thing started, we said there may be the possibility of a date, even though I wasn't planning on that. I really only went into it planning to talk about music.
I really don't know where I could find the kind of people who would be appropriate to make the sort of music I like. I am a recluse to be honest, I don't really know what's going on outside my house besides what I can google. I need to find the type of people who would be interesting to me though, somehow. I have always wondered how I could meet the sort of people who I would actually want to spend time with. One of the biggest inspirations to me is Genesis P Orridge. Their life, the life they've led, is so fascinating to me. I'd love to just sit down and talk with them, they seem like exactly my type of people.