Quote from: Fluid Fetish on May 22, 2016, 02:03:10 AM
Quote from: oOoOoOo on May 20, 2016, 03:09:54 AM
This video is entitled "Boy in a dress shitting outside - gay scat porn at ThisVid tube" you can obviously find it at thisvid, but that website requires free signup, I think.
http://puu.sh/oYauF.wmv
This is an absolute gem, which I saved from this guy's account which he took down, entitled "poofybunny-return-of-the-dress-uncut" this video is similar to the last one.
http://puu.sh/oYbu6.webm
Here's his tumblr
http://thatpoofybunny.tumblr.com/
You know the funny thing about my fetishes? People are into some mild shit, like chastity, or cross dressing, or being whipped, or taking a dildo up the ass, which is all well and good, but if I were to mention the stuff I like, people will dislike you and avoid you. I wouldn't even care, if I was into literally anything else. I'd fess up to anything else, it wouldn't bother me. Except, I don't know, it's just a terrible curse, having a sexuality misunderstood by so many. There's still hope that I can be abducted by a peaceful, super advanced race of alien people. Maybe then I will find some acceptance and understanding in this world. I don't just mean because of some stupid inconsequential sexual interest, I just mean finding someone who I can relate to in general. Maybe I could relate to someone on some superficial level, but what really is relating to anyone anyways? No one can really feel what you feel. Even if you know someone who feels the same way you feel, you can be very bored with that person. I have nothing to say. In conclusion, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlBiLNN1NhQ
So, not that it's any of my business but I'm just genuinely curious, you're into gay scat but you're heterosexual or you're bisexual? Just asking due to your story about the online dating being with a girl and everything, plus I find the idea of the possibility of a heterosexual male who is into gay scat porn fascinating...although if you're bisexual that would obviously make sense. Or you could just tell me to fuck off haha...but like I said, just curious.
Nooo, don't worry. I'm not the mean sort, because I can see you're approaching the question with politeness and lack of condescension. Seeing as I have never actually had sex with anyone, I find the idea of who I have a preference to have sex with to be meaningless to answer. Who I happen to be attracted to in pornography is incidental, it can't define my sexuality because what I've experienced sexually hasn't involved the physical act of sex. Now, that's not to say I've never felt sexual excitement or pleasure, because there's certainly ways of achieving that without a sexual partner. I'll spare you the details.
If I were to tell you my sexuality, I feel I'd be falling into a trap of theorizing and trying to come up with an answer out of pure logic, instead of experience. I suppose you could draw the conclusion that if I see a guy and I get turned on, then that somehow means that I'm attracted to guys. You could conclude that, but under what circumstances do I come together with another guy, and we find each other attractive, we fuck, or whatever? I'm pessimistic, I don't have faith in my own sexual ability to find someone who I want to have sex with, let alone someone who wants to have sex with me.
Here's the answer you may have been looking for though. Yes, sometimes a person who is transgender can be attractive. I don't find many guys attractive, usually only twinks and effeminate type guys, sometimes a guy who's lean and muscular but also has an elegant body can be attractive too. Women? My habits would show that I haven't shone much interest in women, sexually. I will tell people who I know in person, I am mostly heterosexual, but incidentally homosexual, for a very small number of guys. Part of that statement is true, I'm only attracted to a certain type of guys. That may be because of my lack of experience, but hey. What is false though, is me saying I'm mainly attracted to women. I spent the majority of my time paying attention to men.
I don't know why it's so difficult and complex for me to convey my sexuality to others. I think it's because I, to my chagrin, am often more deeply contemplative than others. Is that absolutely a good thing? Absolutely not. It can be horrible, driving myself to ask so many questions, but yet reaching absurd false conclusions, or being so confused by my own inner conscious dialog that I can't even articulate the message that I wish I was saying, so instead I may just say something stupid to hide the fact that I'm utterly, hopelessly confused. Am I doing a little bit of that right now? Maybe a little.
I would like to add, that in the dating world I would settle for women. That's because I feel that the sort of guy that I am after isn't there. I don't have much hope that I can find the sort of guy that, in my imagination, is someone who I'd be in love with. I think that I feel more comfortable with the idea of dating women, because I think that in all actuality I still question how attracted to men I am. I feel safer with the idea of being attracted to women, but this is something that I've been theorizing in my head with for years. I think that originally I wasn't very attracted to guys at all, until I started to become curious and that developed in my brain an attraction to other guys. I think that innately, that possibility was always there and could have arisen one way or another, as not to say that homosexuality isn't something you're born with.