Very interesting ! It actually made me think for a while, just to find out that no person yet had such an impact or influence in my life, good or bad. Also that i am lucky enough to have experienced very few deaths in the wider family, just the grandparents. But even for my parents i cannot say ... Fuck it ! No dead friend or "friend" is really missed. Am I an antisocial selfish bastard ?! The only time i cried like a baby for a death was my dog's one. Especially the day after, after the shock, when i woke up. So no, i have feelings.
Don't know why i wrote this ...