Quote from: Zeno Marx on August 18, 2013, 09:56:39 PM
For myself, I attribute this kind of thing to moodiness.
This is probably right. What I do is glut for years on something, then purge the excess. While I'm just not into listening to a lot of Harsh Noise right now, I'm not going to go back on "the essentials" that I've accumulated, knowing that I'll want them in years to come. But it has felt great to get rid of a lot of excess material that I know I don't need, and that's a lot to do with it too - getting rid of extraneous, unnecessary crap.
Which relates to Rafal's point about newer Noise artists. Enthusiastic intentions don't do much for a jaded old fart like myself. I just can't get any vicarious thrill out of any new Noise release announcement, regardless of who it's by (I give a big fucking whoopee to that Rita/Prurient 7", and I don't care how "good" it's supposed to be, I'm sure it's the best thing since the last best thing). I've just reached a point were enough is enough. I'll stick with the classics, those being my personal classics - when I'm in the mood to listen to Harsh Noise again.
Half Aborted's point about first hearing a Noise piece is valid, too, but my initial exposure to HN has been over a decade ago and there's no going back to that first thrill. That's not what I want or look for in Noise. What it is, I can't quite say in words, and am not really interested in trying to express, but it's to do with having listened for years and knowing what I want and don't want. And what I don't want is some young fart going through the motions. Relax - I'm not saying they shouldn't, and that no one else shouldn't enjoy it. I'm just saying I'm past it. It seems to me that if there's no new Harsh Noise anymore, that would not be a bad thing.
To make things clearer, a lot of my feelings also relate to the ridiculous amount of releases, of all kinds, from swish triple album re-issues of much vaunted releases to the latest tape from the latest label. The enthusiasm for music sadly translates into an enthusiasm for buying things and I'm a bit sick of that. Not just the spending money but having shelves of stuff that I know I'll only listen to once or twice. That's just being stupid. The same applies to files of mp3/flak/wave files - I'm culling them too, too easy. I don't think a love of music of any kind has to translate to a get everything at all cost mentality - loving the music you listen to at the time requires a bit more devotion and attention than that. In fact, I would argue the distinction between love and lust - wanting more or wanting quality? It's something that's been on my mind a great deal lately, and it translates into how I dig and consume music, specifically Noise and similar genres.
But, indeed, my lust affair with Harsh Noise is coming to an end and I find I'm left with simple love. Zeno's right, I'll come back to it again. Just not now, and in the meantime, it's a good opportunity to do some housekeeping, not only physically but internally. I should also add - I think there is a distinction between the desire for novelty and wanting to find other potential interests. One's desire for exploration is not a bad thing.