I am speechless
"I've been physically, mentally and sexually abused throughout my short life. The sexual abuse I suffered doesn't bother me too much, it hasn't had a negative affect on how I turned out I don't think. All the physical and mental abuse is what really brought me down. At 16 I started hating myself which lead to cutting myself and became an addict. There wouldn't be a day that went by that I didn't tear into my flesh. This went on for about a year and slowed down to only every once in a while. I still like to do it when I'm really depressed. I don't cut for the pain, I cut for the blood. In my mind, the more I bleed, the more my pain goes away. I would break apart cheap razors because the blades were so thin and sharp, I eventually stepped up to surgical scalpels which is what I still use today. I've never done any sort of drug or anything thankfully.
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