My interests in the aesthetics of Anti Cosmic Satanism is more the Anti Cosmic part than the Satanist part. Personally I find it disappointing that there is this craving towards some kind of ultimate good that still involves consiousness - whether it's "chaos" or whatever it's called. Why not just pray for everything to fucking end and leave it at that? I'm sure there are some within the Anti Cosmic current with such desires. If there are those who are into the notion of Nirvana, "liberation from the wheel", that sounds more like it. Just not in any lifetime. Away from life.
don't see that chaos is part of either an ultimate good or consciousness.
rather it is beyond both concepts, because it is so alien and chaotic
everything ending is nothing and I get the idea that anti cosmism still looks to some form of existence and consciousness
as you say, away from life, but not death.
