From my previous apartments trash bins I found two full bags of diaries, notes and all kinds of weird papers. From what I gathered, they belonged to some tenant of the same building and were full of strange memories, extremely religious writings begging for forgiveness, rants on bulimia, shoplifting, eating weird foods, and so on. Seemed like that girl was really fucked up. Some of the texts were very bizarre, really showing traits of serious OCD, mix of paralyzing guilt, fear of Jesus, odd eating habits, crime, sexual frustration, extreme loneliness, feelings of being outsider, hatred of own body, etc, all vented out on paper. I still have those bags in my storage, during the last move to my current apartment I thought about throwing them away, but they were just too bizarre and interesting to lose. It also feels somewhat freaky to read them, I'm like peeping tom getting extremely intimate information from someone, stuff she propably won't speak even to relatives or doctors.
