I've been really trying to find something to read, but I usually pick up a book and can't get past a few pages of it without the writing style just totally adverting me. I read the first couple pages of Albert Camus's The Myth of Sisyphus, he uses so much jargon I can hardly understand what he's saying.
I tried reading Picture Of Dorian Grey by Oscar Wilde, I read the first page of that and I couldn't take the writing style.
I read the first two chapters of Notes From Underground, it had lucid moments, but then it would just descend into complete illegibility.
Same thing happened with Call Of Chthulu. I have a few books which I want to read, but if I can't take the writing style and I have to re-read the same paragraph or sentence over and over again to get the meaning, I often feel very little motivation to keep reading book. Catcher In The Rye is one I've wanted to try, as well as I wanted to try Brave New World again, which I did not like because of the writing style when I first picked it up.
I don't know what it is about me and books, I just don't have much luck. Two months ago I read about 3 1/2 books in just one week, because I happened to find a string of books which were easy for me to read which I could understand the writing style. I think that probably comes from just not having much experience in reading, I've never even really tried to get into reading until just recently. I can read stuff like Franz Kafka because I just seem to connect with what he's writing, but I just can't stand how depressed it makes me feel.
Maybe there'd be some sort of paradigm shift in the way my brain thinks from the first time I read Kafka, so the second time I read one of his books it wouldn't be so depressing. Just a thought, but I somehow doubt it. Idk if words and ideas work the same way in when you see hear feel taste or smell something that is unpleasant to you, or if they become less troubling as your mind gets used to the idea.