Merzbow - Pornoise: 1KG, Tape 3 (RRRecords, reissue)
Continuing on in this series. This tape's first side contains a lot of awful lot of screechy mic abuse, followed by some similarly squeamish synth work. Hard to listen to, easy to enjoy. Side B contains a lot more of the loop work that I have been more familiar with this set following, which can be grating to some. For me, the loops are great enough to justify their length.
Panicker - Live at the Clownhouse (self-released)
This tape means a lot to me. Clownhouse was the central hub of New Jersey noise for a solid 2 years or so, and it remains missed by those who knew about it. What Panicker has done here with this tape is a touching tribute. A-Side is a live set that I was lucky to attend (believe this was opening for one of my bands, if I am not mistaken). It is a solid set, demonstrating the loop creativity the project has. Side B is very special though, as it sounds like a ton of collected sounds from chatter that would take place between sets, intermixed with some creepy circus music and dreamy ambiance. It takes me right back to that dirty yard, where so many life-affirming conversations happened. It reminds me that the people I am close to are a large part of what keeps me going. And for once, when I (think I) hear my voice on recording, I smile more than cringe. Awesome tape.