Emil Beaulieau - Damaged + Destrotyed RRR Anti-Records (Freak Animal Records)
Emil Beaulieau - Moonlight in Vermont (Hospital Productions, reissue)
Saw discussion of Damaged + Destroyed over on Scream & Writhe forum, which made me pull it out for a spin. Moonlight sits right next to it on my shelf. Had to grab it as well. These two just pair very well together. You start with Damaged, and you are met with perhaps the most painful Emil put to disc. Like man, this one is such a bitch to get through at points. RRRon was full in on distortion at this point; so much so that even the buzz of the needle pierces the mix. I'm over here wincing at that sound. Oh how awful! But it's RRRon, I bet he was ecstatic when he heard it! Now I am too. How can you not love it, pain and all? The sound of love is on full display here, and sometimes, love hurts!! As said over on S&W, RRRon had such a swagger to his noise that very few possess in noise. This disc shows it.
Moving onto Moonlight, perhaps the darkest Emil. One time, a very moronic person told me that "Emil Beaulieau was great live, but never had a great record. And don't say Moonlight in Vermont!!!" Yeah, whatever man. Don't know what the gripe was with this one; maybe it was being on a label Thurston Moore ran that meant RRRon had sold out! Hah, as if. That little quip always sticks with me when I throw this one on, as the record almost immediately proves that point WRONG. This one matches the aggression of Damaged + Destroyed, but removes some of the bluntness in favor of more fluid movement across tracks. Yeah, you got the pummeling crunch, but you are also met with sections of pulsating drone, eerie music concrete and sputtery oscillation. I wouldn't be surprised if RRRon was using a lot of the locked groove records as source. Why wouldn't he? He probably had hundreds of copies lying around at that point. Might as well put them to good use, which he certainly did!
I finish typing this and stare up at my record shelf. I realize there's more Emil I haven't checked in on there as well. Think this listening trend will continue on for today.